Need to start a new thread because things have changed. I am feeling much more centered and calm. My last thread was familiar

The change really started this past Saturday night when I went contra-dancing with a girl friend. I had a wonderful time and was appreciated (in a very nice way) by A LOT of men. When I got home my dear H who made it oh so clear that he was exhausted, rose to the occasion ! It was a hard job but somebody had to do it ! I think that he figured out that if he didn't help me get out of being so depressed, we weren't going to be ready for his big office party at our house and he knows that sex makes me happy ! However, I know I'm back on track because I was amused not hurt. We've been getting along well (we've even been joking around a lot) ever since AND I have gotten more done on that party!

Also I heard back from a potential employer for a job I think I'd like. This would be a big potentially postive development. I'll know in about 2 weeks if I get the job.

So I'm going to be on this even keeled attitude like spots on dice and learn everything I can about preserving it. Will be checking in now and again I'm sure.

2L