trying, its amazing how much my self esteem/worth dropped this summer. I felt like 2nd choice at best. It was horrible, still is. But getting out there, even being more social with women, remembering that there is good in ALL of us, helps so much.

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I feel so lonely right now.


I ache from being lonely sometimes. Its hard for me to go out by myself lately. I need to be around people or I get in a dark place.

I too have a 'work flirt'. He has told me I'm attractive, funny, all that sort of stuff. We are very good friends. He knows about H (although he said all that stuff to me before he knew lol). But, even HE senses we shouldn't be alone together. I can't trust myself right now. Make sense?