Brit,
I'm not condoning you reading your W's diary...it was wrong.
Having said that, don't be too hard on yourself.
How many times have you read on the boards, "if I could only get inside H/W's head to know what they are thinking??"
Can't say I wouldn't have done the same thing...I know it's wrong, but I'm just being honest.
J~


M 35
H 29
M 4 yrs T 9 yrs
D 3
S born 10/19/07
Bomb 09/10/07 Separated next day
OW - broke up and H moved out 09/07/08
Status - still figuring this out