Anyway with all this talk about anger, resentment, bitterness etc. I won't take anything away from the progress I have made in the last few weeks.
In fact I've just had quite an amusing interaction with W. This evening when she arrived home I still had forgiveness on my mind so I walked up to her and gave her a big hug. The norm would be for her to pull away after letting me squeeze her. But today she hugged me back even harder, in fact I had to pull her away to break the clinch.
Then W decided to go to the gym, as she keeps talking about getting herself into shape, she said to me that I had an hour or so before picking up D6 so I should join her. Then she said are you sure you haven't got anything else to do, not even file for D on line. I look puzzled then I realised that the DB site was still on the computer screen behind me. I was about to explain what the site was about but W said you don't need to say anything.
Anyway I just laughed to myself and we went to the gym together.
Lan
Me:50 W: 49 T:20yrs M: 14 yrs D:11 2005 PA 2006: EA (2003 : 2007) 2007: April ILYBNILWY Aug PA, Sept Separate 2008: Feb Piecing 2009 Limbo 2011: Separated (same house) 2013: Divorcing