ok feeling a little better...h actually called with the phone rather than the two way...expressed some of his frustrations with being late actually said "I should have jsut come home" (he was bringing home some equiptment to work on the yard and the trailer lights weren't working so that led to having to have the guy at the next bay look at it..making him late) anyway I could go on about that...but h tries not to express his frustrations with things not going well therefore making him late because what good does it do?? well h it let's me know that you are just as bothered as me at the fact that you aren't home...it's ok to be frustrated h..then I don't have to be!!
so that was covered...
also covered the fact that I don't like the two way (that is why he called on the phone)
covered the fact that I don't like when he's not here..I don't really like the fact that when he is here he's working but at least I can see him out there working (and honestly I do like to see him work...then I can say "that's my man!!)
shared some of my insecurity about hearing a womans voice..h assure me that it was someone at the next bay and I do believe him..he really wouldn't be that stupid!!
so h is frustrated with work...customers calling him wanting him there yesterday..h wanting to be home..trying to get home...running behind with mechanical problems really annoying because he thought he was ahead of things and would be getting home early...
so h will come in and eat when he gets home as apposed to his usual getting right to work in the yard..that will be nice.
