I expected h to spend much of his time watching the football draft it is one of his passions, he was not alone he was with an uncle and a cousin and at times his bil...he did not hide out there the whole day..he did make his appearances...he did help with the clean up..the kids were down in the playroom (on the other side of the cave) so it's not as if he was unseen that day..it was more of the fact that we were both lost in the shuffle and I didn't feel like we saw much of each other during the day...but if I sit and think about it..there were times when he would come find me and say hi.
so anyway..things are going well..I'm tired..h is tired...I am getting stressed about going on vacation...have to pack...have to get dd's birth certificate...have to shop for a couple of bathing suits for myself...have to get some food shopping in so h is not left with an empty fridge...would like to put in some alone time with h before going away...but we are both busy and tired..think we might need to be pushed to do it. mil is offering to sit for us on fri night so we can get out for a bit..but I haven't yet brought it up to h.
I really need this vaca...change of scenery...wish that h could come but I understand that he can't.
