when you have to ask for what you want

[sage]

just makes me feel like a sap!! people can just walk all over me...treat me like an insignificant little bug...be selfish...and ya know what...pathetic ole LL will still find some copassion within her for you.

I guess I just see it differently -- to me, compassion is a sign of strength not weakness. I struggle with myself the most when I am mired in anger, lack of forgiveness, etc. 'course a wise friend of mine says that my being hard on myself for still feeling those negative feelings (instead of empathy and compassion) is actually a lack of compassion for myself.

but I still would like to spit in her face that would be fun.

My fantasy involving ow's face has nothing to do with spit and everything to do with my fist. see, there's that lack of compassion again

Sage