That's the way I used to feel about ex BF's. I didn't want them - would have moved on - but I didn't want anyone else to have them - I guess I wanted to feel they were pining for me. A bit selfish I suppose.

What I woud say is that even though sometimes I would question if I wanted to actually be with H DEEP DOWN I did know that I wanted to be. I did feel that I wanted to have some pay back but that urge really does have to be resisted inorder for things to work.

Saffie
me 46
H 46
M in 1986
D20,D18,S16,D13
H's A 01/05 to 07/06
H recommitted to M 07/06
renewed vows 09/06
Going from strength to strength