Don't be surprised if once you get back on a more firm footing you start to question if you really want H after all he has put you through - that is a very common LBS feeling but you will come through it.
((((((HUGS))))))))
Saffie, well I am feeling that very common LBS feeling of not really wanting h back. I feel more _entitled_ to him if you know what I mean...kinda I don't want anyone else to have him becuase he's MINE. I'm thinking that's pretty selfish and I question whether it's a decent way for me to act/think.
