Quote: H decided to come home to you and family. He bought you forsythia bushes. He brought home Reese's pieces. He gave you a hug. He works hard for you.
I can play ms negative and say that while h was out of the house last summmer he bought me morning glory seeds (another thing I'd like to have in my yard) and still worked hard to pay the bills...so they are of little consolation now. but that would be being negative...I should look and say he did those things then because even though he was leaving and spending time with ow..a part of him was always with me.
Quote: I hope I didn't set you off with my comments about OW and wanting to call her H yesterday.
certainly not dotto, I think of ow plenty enough on my own.
I just don't know what to think about h's a...was it a simple friendship that just got out of control...were they intimate...were they physical...is she better than me...prettier..smarter...ier...etc...
I just don't know what h wants...I don't know what to do with these feelings anymore..
I actually would like to go back to the misserable r we had before...at least then I thought my h was honest...now I don't know what the hell to think of him.
