why is a good day followed by a not so good one??? it could simply be that h is busy..distracted with work etc..but h is now leaving early (as he should) for work...some mornings he calls and some he doesn't...he left just before 7 it is now almost 1 and we have not heard from him today...you'd think he would have at least called to see if the pile of driveway fill had been dropped off at 9...but nope...no call from h...no call to say hello to the kids...no call to say hello to me...should I be bothered...probably not..but I am. sorta negates yesterdays offering.
I suppose eventually h will call...may not be until he is on his way home..but then again he let me know last night..that he has a 6 o'clock appointment so he will be late...ugh!!!
I'm actually glad the kids and I will be going away...and I hate to admit it...but I am not depressed about it at all..I am not sitting thinking...oh how I will miss h...how I will miss sitting on the couch watching fox news and falling asleep...I'm looking forward to being away...enjoying my time..and not worrying about what h is thinking or feeling or if he's happy or whatever.
