No contact from the cruise today. I miss her but today I feel really good and people I have talked to tell me that I seem much better. Spent some time with my Mom today at the house & Kids are keeping me busy and we are getting ready to go away to Vermont for my 48th bday. I was a very old freind today who is losing her husband to colon cancer at the age of 50. Made my problems seem like a pimple on someones butt. I thank God for all small gifts he gives me everyday! "Trust and Love".