Just trying to keep my head above water here... keep treading and not drown in all the details of the D stuff.

it is mind consuming at times... the decisions the financial things you have to consider. L's only help with the legal details they don't give financial advice...just general stuff.

it is tax time again and again we have to file joint to avoid a huge tax bill.

trying to get the details of how to change the deed and get my own mortgage... or will the company let me keep the one I have and just take his name off it.... crap... can't get a human on the phone.. thinking it is not worth staying with this non human company.

Then there is the cobra ins. that is a pain in the butt for I will pay double what I would for a policy on my own but I am guaranteed coverage. I was told that with my high chol.meds and taking AD's i could be denied ins. or they would not cover them for a yr.

lots of details and they get mind boggling ....

he was here on Sunday to discuss things that his L screwed up in the papers. He is so blind or naive or dumb?
his L wrote that he was not liable for paying for health ins. for the kids. He claims he is going to keep them on the policy.. ok.. so put it in writing.. "why? I am going to do it" but it says you aren't. What don't you understand about this.... ?

he has no idea what that contract says... he had it changed so much from what we agreed on it has to be completely rewritten. Not my problem he is paying my legal fees.

he is not one who likes to deal with paperwork at all.

I keep thinking about Newtomorrow's H coming back after the 1st court date. I still have hope but it is growing dim.

I have been sick for a wk. now so things are piling up in the house and I need a maid for a day to dig out from the laundry and
dust. .... oh well tomorrow.. I will tackle it and just get it done.


m24 yrs
h 50
me 47
s 21
s 17
left 5-30-06, and 12-4-06
still gone.............