Thanks Ann, I did get the chance to talk briefly w/ my sweet D14 last night. I call her at her foster hm a couple X per week as a minimum. I had just dropped her off there on Tuesday & since she was stressed and in a sour mood in general and particularly @ me I chose not to call her later that evening. But when I spoke 2 her last night (she chose not to decline my call )it seemed like the 24 hr cool off worked somewhat cuz she seemed upbeat that I called. Beyond that she really didn't have much to say at all, but it was great to hear her voice and perhaps she felt the same.
In terms of my W's sitch, she left me a more detailed message this afternoon explaining the problems w/ her sis' health. The news was not good, as her sis (who already had a tumor on her tongue removed 6 months ago)aparently has a tumor on her right leg. In response to this news I immediately phoned & left msg for W to let her know of my shock to this and that I along w/ anyone else I could recruit will be praying 4 her sis. I also told her to let me know if she could use any other help.
So the days been a little turbulent. I did however stay on track with my excercise routine by heading out to the H.S. track and running through the snow showers. It was exhilerating in the below freezing temps. The focus seems to be where it ought to be today. I hope and pray that it remains.
I certainly am looking fwd to next week as I am on vaca fm work. On one hand that is surely exciting, but it also leaves me with a lot of idle time and idle thoughts that go along with that. Eeehh maybe when the time arrives it won't be so idle afterall. I may choose to head out to SoCal this time next week (my family will be bummed if I decline). My sis lives in San Diego area and she is hosting my bro and P's next week. I kinda feel like I will be under a microscope with all of my present difficulties so I don't know that I am all that enthused about going. So I won't make up my mind until last minute.
That's enough of an update 4 now. Everybody keep a clear head and let God do most of the work.