Just got home from work. Man it is chilly here if you know what I mean. Hard to walk from room to room because so much tension is in there air. The W, I think, doesn't know how to behave around me. I don't blame her, she only has one support person (the OM) in her life right now, and that is sad. He is sad, they are sad. They are pathetic.
I am not going to be in the dumps around her anymore. Upbeat, positive, doing just fine. That is me right now. If she wants to talk about 'it' then fine. I will do that, but only when she has proven to me the A is over.
Feels good to have a better outlook on things. I am going to be fine. It will be the W who royally screws up if she doesn't end this A. I just feel awful for my kids. Hopefully it won't get to that point.
Being strong.
BTW, writing this stuff is becoming to be like therapy for me. Not trying to hog all of the bandwidth on the internet... this just helps.
