when will I get over my parents divorce????
I don't enjoy the holidays as well as I could because my father either isn't there or there is tension between my mom and him when he does come. (today he isn't comming...just called from his cell phone..no doubt he's at his skanks house and doesn't want me to know the number there so used his cell phone) he also let me know he will be comming to sons b-day party next weekend but said he'd be comming early...like 2 hours early..gee is that so he can leave when mom get's here????

my mom told me some things last night about how the ow controled my dad durning their sit...and even of one night that ow pushed my mother over...I so wanted to get in the car drive to my dad's skanks house and beat the crap out of her...for my mother...for myself...and actually wouldn't of even cared if my dad was there too...I love to kick him a few times too..my dad knows how I feel about what he did...I've let him know that he's my dad and I'll always love him but I think he's a jerk.

honestly I am more effected by my parents divorce than I was at being faced with the possibility of my own.

any waw with children who thinks it's no big deal to the kids...even if they are grown..( I was 25 when my parents d'd) trust me...it's worse on the kids than it would be on either of you. think long and hard before you make a decision to break a family apart!!

right now I don't even want to go to my mothers for easter..I'd rather just stay at home with my h and our two children and enjoy our family and shut out the rest of the crapola!!

I'm so very sad about my family of origin...it's gone...no it wasn't perfect...but there is no longer mom & dad...there are no longer those sunday dinners all getting together...remembering this or that...

my parents divorce became final shortly after my marriage became official...

I don't know what else to say...I just had to get some things out...don't want to bother h with it cause he doesn't understand the pain...think I'll just go cry myself for a bit.

I guess if I knew that they were both happier or better off now I would be more able to accept it..but they aren't they are bitter and angry and I hate it!!!
LL