Thanks again Just_Me - I needed to hear it from a DB point of view. You kind of nailed it. I need less empty moments in my day.

Day is steadly getting better and better. I guess all it takes for me is coming up with a small plans. So, to speak what to do's.

So here's my list of small plans some about R some not.
1) Work hard during day so I can have sense of accomplishment. In Short, be happy at work.
2) Thought of things to do with 5D tonight, dinner, movie, etc.
3) Going to look at some real estate today. Really looking forward to that.
4) I need to re-read DR. If nothing else, read chapter 11 - Dealing with the Depressed Spouse. If mine is not depressed, she is certainly very down. She wasn't 4 months ago, maybe not until x-mas, but she is now.
5) Consider e-mailing WAW and try to be understanding of her schedule and offer to swap 5D days.
6) Think ahead a bit at the things I am planning to do such as movie and dinner on my B-day. Gives me something positive to look forward to doing.
7) I am going to get tickets for a concert or comedy show in Feb to give something else anticipate.
8) Remind myself that I am GAL and 1-person uninvited visits/comments should not ruin or dampen my dreams or hopes. I am more sure of myself than that. I know I am doing the right things. It does not matter what everyone else thinks I should do about my sitch. I am confident. Doesn't matter what they think or tell me to do when I do not ask for it.

And I really appreciate the help I get here. There was a time I couldn't have made it any length of time without reading anything here to help. Now, I know I can.


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