Good, keep it up. Just put up that big ol' stop sign. Think of something else, get busy. Do you notice that the hard times always come when we try to interpret some slight small thing. It always seems to me to be that way. Just little things. Always the little things.
That's all they are. Just little itty bitty habits or behaviours. Your H sleeping with his back to you ... why were you sleeping with your back to him? Maybe cause that's how you were physically comfortable. Could be any number of reasons.
Could be anything. Don't let your pain dictate how you are going to feel about these little things. One of the quotes I have pasted up on my whiteboard reads "Don't sweat the small stuff ... and it's all small stuff".
Heard any good jokes lately?
Peace Out
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