I guess what is driving me nuts, is that she won't open up at all, we spend no time with each other, outside of some phone chit chat.
I sort of figured this 90 days would be for us each to examine whether we wanted a R, and I thought that would include some time spent together. Apparently not.
So my deal is, if we aren't spending any time together. Then what the he(( are we doing? Might as well move it forward if we are just wasting time is how I figure it.
Sober is going fine. I couldn't go back if I wanted to. I was talking with my sponsor and he said my attitude was right on and he felt like I have realized how shitty life is with the booz, that even if I had a relapse he knows I'd be right back on the wagon. Not that I'm worried about one, but outside of the W project, life is kicking some major fun a$$ right now.
Maybe some advice on my thinking about how or what to do with W? Maybe ask her out, or spend time together? What should I try? Honestly, I'm sick of playing DB, I just want to tell her I want some time with her, and see her reaction.
