sssshhhhhh!!! h is saying soooo much....I just need to be quiet and listen!!!
actually tonight h used words...when he finished working outside...h was getting himself dinner..ok I got up and helped...h hugged me...then said...thank you so much for everything you're doing...I'm sorry youre in such a crappy place right now...I'm sorry. looooong hug...LL tears..hug ends..aaahhh!! back to getting dinner ready...eat...then h tells me he will be bringing home the rest of his stuff from the apartment...just needs to find the time to do so..was planning on getting rid of the apt by the first of may...in law issues..they (they are in between homes right now) will be using the apartment for a while...h expressed to me that it is not in any way a means for him to keep the apartment handy...and I'm ok with that.
so things are good.
if you want it you've got it, you just got to believe!!!!! believe in yourself!!
