I had a dream last night - I was in the ocean, along the shore, floating in the waves. For some reason I had to stay off the shore, it was like I was a marine animal and I needed to be in the ocean. And there were a couple ways to do it, to stay off the shore. One way was to struggle and fight the current, and make a big effort. Another way I found in my dream was to become one with the current and just stay within it. Just be. I let the waves toss me up and down, but by little corrections I was able to stay where I needed to be.
There were a bunch of other people out in the waves, too, and some of them were struggling, while some of them were going with the flow. My son was out in front of me, I was looking into his face, and I was trying to teach him to just let go, let the current take him, don't be afraid of just floating and getting tossed around. Just relax and let it happen.
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