Quick update: we had a JC session this morning- our first since before Christmas. It went so well, C sees so much progress between us. I was so relieved to have h confirm that he sees things improving too. I've been worrying that it's just my imagination, so I feel like I got some confirmation that I'm/we're doing well.
Our C always ends the session by hugging each of us (is that strange?), so today after we left I felt like I should give h a hug too. I did and he reciprocated and gave me a small kiss on the lips. It's been a long time since our lips touched.
