Don't worry, I am with you. I appreciate the concern and constructive critcism.
I knew it would make you, me, everyone who read that letter in this forum sick because it was so NOT the right thing to do. I get it now, but I was in my own fog on that day. I didn't really know what I was up against. By sharing that leter, I was just coming clean with all of you so you could know how I have behaved.
Now I am beginning to understand what it will take.
YES, I am on board with the idea that I am a man that has limits and will not be patient forever. I must control what I can control.
