Yeah, hadn't talked to him since before thanksgiving. You are right in some aspects, maybe I am not detaching enough. I am doing things that I know destroyed me and thus my M. Therefore, these changes will allow me to life a full life w/ or w/o WAW. So, I am detaching in this respect well. But, I do not want to be without her. And I do think about her or what to do to much. It would be a blow if she dated or something. I do not think she is inches away from reconciling just because of 2.5 hours. I just fell to many things are just not as cut and dry as move on w/o WAW. Like her being really down, missing me as a friend, would like talk someday about her day, wanting things not awkward, and really just not being completely disinterested and ugly to me. It would be simple to just say get your stuff, sign or i'll sue, I don't want to talk, blah blah...
I am going to try not to think about friend thing much. He had a WAW and he gave up the day she left. I just cannot do that. I love her too much.
