There's NO WAY he is going to threaten to D you over this. C'mon girl - you are taking pro-active action to rid yourself of a problem you have - he is going to see you as being strong. If I were him I would be in awe of the strength you are showing and be sad that you had felt unable to confide in me sooner.
You are making this into something bigger than it is. Remember how wound up you got before H came home on leave and how good it was. Seriously, I know I am hitting you with a bit of a 2x4 but you KNOW I know what this addiction is like. C'mon girl, what you are doing is good.
(((((Hugs to you))))))
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength
