W is still just doing nothing. W won't move forward in either direction. I'm frustrated and running really low on patience. We are supposed to talk Sunday and I already know she won't be able to decide. It's the same every time.

Last few nights we have had some good chit chat calls, eventually it turns to what we are doing, I've been at fault to head to the R talk as well as she. Either way, she says she can't decide what to do and she is scared.

I don't know what to do anymore, I just can't seem to pull the trigger, she holds the power and I'm sick of it. She knows it, I just think I have to force myself to face it and put an actual real timeline on it, and stick with it for once. Ultimatim time maybe?


Me: 31
W: 31
S: 2
Bomb 6-24-07
Seperated 6-24-07
W Filed October
Temp. Hearing 11-26-07
Completely Sober Jan. 2, 08.