I was just remarking on another thread about how convincing I was when I was in MLC. Basically that because I believed my own BS so much, I convinced my entire family and my Pastor's wife that I not only wanted a divorce but I NEEDED a divorce. I did later go back to each of them and correct matters but as I wrote that a few minutes ago, it occured to me that it was only my Pastor that never said a word about my situation.
That strikes me interesting although I am not entirely sure why...
I was very close with him and his family and was around them often back then, even at their house. Heck, I was at the hospital when my Pastor's daughter gave birth. I'm mean RIGHT THERE WITH HER! I barely even remember her husband being there, just me, my sister, the Pastor and his wife and her...point is in all that time and in all those opportunities, he never said a word. He just kept feeding me the tools I would later need when I came out of MLC and some that I am even just now learning that I am in possession of.
Then the other day when he was holding my hand and I said "I'm back" he acted like he never had been the least bit concerned.
I think that's pretty cool although it's also a bit unnerving...
This journey is so bizarre sometimes.
I could just now hear his voice saying something he said in a service probably at LEAST 2 years ago...
