Well, you could be right about how she's doing. You're right about what I said - she's got varying levels of interaction at social events. I'm thinking of how to compose a decent message to her - which involves figuring out what I wanna say.
I'm burnt out on messages at the moment... I wrote a letter to W. I basically decided that, with D looking completely certain, I would tell her some of the things that I didn't before...basically, all of the "I feel" statements with as little judgment as possible about the last year of our relationship.
It turned out to be four and a half pages long. A bit crazy, but I thought that if I was going to go for a big "here's how I felt and in part why I was as I was, and where I'm going now" letter, I wanted to do when I was in an inspired mood. I didn't say anything mean, mind you.
It felt good to write that letter - and it even felt good to send it. The worst she can do is complain about me some, or refuse to have anything to do with me.
As for the idea of "cajun fries" - I'm well aware they're just our Midwest equivelant. ..hehe
My friend is from Maryland though, and she's made some chili that brought tears to my eyes.
