Will I be here?

[darkestangel]

I just think i'm tired of "acting as if" everything is going to work out. I'm just tired of it.

I love being his friend. I truly do. I just HATE him being w/ OW.

I KNOW EXACTLY HOW YOU FEEL!! Sometimes i feel like, why is this so much work?! Why is it so hard for me, yet not so much for him? Why am I still here?

I love being H's friend. I HATE him being with OW. It's like, if he is my friend and he did love me as a friend, why would be so blatantly disrespect me and our family?

Girl, you took the words right out of my mouth.