Journaling:

I backslid today.

I invited her out for lunch Sunday, and she gently reminded me in an email that this past weekend we agreed that we were going to have a forced 2 week no-contact period. Other than essential emails and calls, we wouldn't see each other.

I remember discussing it, but not agreeing to it! Anyway, a good DB'er doesn't argue. I quickly apologized and said "my bad". We then had a nice phone call where we straightened it all out.

Anyway, this afternoon we met briefly outside her office to exchange debit cards (we had each other's by mistake). She leaned in the passenger window to talk; she had such a nice smile and she is so @#$% pretty that my heart just melts in her presence. Wow, I can still see her. I feel like we just met. She said "sooo...how are you doing?" in a concerned way (she is worried that I'm not taking this situation well, which is partly true but getting better). I said "I'm doing good! Wow, do you look nice today." She smiled again and thanked me, we looked in each other's eyes for a few seconds then said "well, bye!".

So here I sit...in my PJ's, laptop in my lap, with a nice glass of expensive wine, and I'm going to finish reading my magazine "Best Life" tonight. Just a pampering night for me!

Tomorrow is running, Friday is weights, Saturday is yoga, Saturday night is my yacht club's Commodore's Ball. Get a life? Sheesh, be careful what you wish for!!


Me: 54
Her: 50 and sexy as hell
M: 32yrs
T: 34yrs
Bomb: Sept 26-07 "lost our emotional connection"
Bomb 2: Dec 25-07 she's "not feeling desire"
She asked if she could come home Apr 26-08!
Everything's GREAT!