Hi Kalni...said I would post here, so I will quickly...about your saturn cycles you were asking about...
As you married 7 years ago, Saturn may have been active in the chart of your marriage (its like a birth chart, for the marriage itself!), as Saturn is about COMMITMENT (as in settling down or splitting up...theres always two sides to the same coin in astrology). So, you probs had Saturn active when you married, and now 7 years later, this is the first 1/4 turn of the circle, so Saturn is SQUARING where it was when you married..if that makes sense to you. A square is a right angle, a 90 degree bend, its jarring and offset...its a crisis in your R, and will test it, and see if it can stand the test of time. Saturn is "Old Father Time"...
Not sure what else to add right now, but hope that helps for now. And take heart....HE STILL CALLS YOU !!! So, you are working through it...?
