Ba,

It is soooo hard not to have any expectations. H and I have been doing so much and getting along so well but he is determined that there is something wrong with it. I don't get it. Our cell phones got turned off so ther will be no hearing from H tonight and like you when I don't hear from him my mind goes off and wanders to where it should not be and I am finding out half the time it is wrong. Coming to this board is the best to get your mind off it. My C today said he can't believe the changes and has already told a couple of his clients about the book and website. Have faith Ba because right now that is all you can do--it is so hard not to get hopes up though. You are in my thoughts.


Me 36
H 35
S 13 & 10
M 15 yrs- 2gether 17yr
Bombs 7/06, 6/07
ILYBNILWY 7/07
OW 7/07
Left 9/07