Scooter, thanks for the feedback man. You're right. I will say though, that I didn't exactly crumple. I actually kinda smiled and chuckled when I said it.

Unfortunately, I did go on the offensive last month...and it cost me, dearly. Definitely made things worse...huge setback.

E...think you're right...it's a guilt thing methinks. Or maybe, like I theorized, she's not ready to give in to me and give up the wacko life that she thinks will make her happy.

The pain of this...so intense. If there really is a hell, I think this is what it must be like. No fiery furnace...just the loss of love you once had. That's enough to incite the most exquisite anguish.

Me: 51
W: 50
M 24 yrs
EA: since Apr 06
S22, S26, S28
ILYBNILWY:Nov 07

"It's only after we've lost everything that we're free to do anything." Tyler Durden