Yeah, I think so too. The other day I said something about wishing I knew what was going through his mind and he said to be honest, the only thing going through my mind right now is finding a job and making money. I know it is stressful for him. I was in the position of no job when we first got married. I went 4 months without a job and it was extremely stressful...but I also didn't do it on my own like he is trying to do now. H was there for support both emotionally and financially for me. I can't imagine trying to do it on my own.

On the upside he has been emailing me a lot at work today. I keep thinking the conversation is over and then he sends another one...kind of like he wants to keep on talking. He asked me to call him when I got off work today. Things seem to be moving in the right direction...baby steps.


Kris