Hey Lwb!! thanks for checking up on me... H has been a little weird.. He say he's worried about making me happy... maybe he's just feeling some guilt over what he's done to me in the past.. don't know.. I said that I will be here as long as he keeps up his end of the marriage.

Been very "matter of fact" with him , actually have been that way for awhile.. not pulling any punches.. not putting up with much these days..

Things are ok for the most part.. I actual am enjoying him feeling a little insecure.. I know it may sound mean, but for everything I went through A little satisfaction is ok I think.

Mind you he brings this insecurity on himself and I reminded him of that.. He said he knows. I don't do anything to make him feel that way.. if anything I stroke him TOO much.

Just looking forward to Florida in Feb. and maybe some adult time while we are there..

I hope all is good with you, im going to get back on later and check up on you and all my other dear friends here!

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tal


me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.