Sun, I have found that I am closer to my God and my church than I have been in many years. I know that my faith has helped me to heal from all the hurt this situation has caused. You can talk to me about your faith and trust in God anythime. Just remember that God can and will restore your marriage, if that is what he feels is best for you. It is his will.
I hope you get the daily post from Charlyne Cares because they have been a great comfort to me.
Always put yourself first and if you ever need to talk you know where I am. I think you may even have my email.