Thanks for the note and confidence. I realy am feeling better but have moments of uncontrolable thoughts. She called at 5 and sounded very nice. Only wanted to talk to me and told me to say hi to the kids. No R talk, no "miss you" or love ya. I have not tried to contact her at all and left that all up to her (DB). She also sent me a text picture of her in a life boat. She looked warn out and not good for such a great looking girl. I had a good cry after our call cause she will not be calling much from now on because it is very expensive from the ship. She will only e-mail and text unless she is on land. I hope she has a great time and comes back fresh and re-newed. Our therapist said he wanted her to go away and reflect on what she wanted from me and what she wanted from life and to let me know what she wanted from me in her life. I hope it is positive. I really miss her.
