Things are a bit better. I called the auto body shop and they picked up my car. I'm waiting for the car to come pick me up to take me to the car rental place.

I had asked H to pick up d3 for a few hours while I handle business, so i wouldn't have to drag her all over. But he had plans to hang out with his old friend, so whatever.

I understand what they mean by expect nothing. EXPECT NOTHING.

I called H and told him that things are being handles. he was like, "Oh look at you, taking care of everything." in my head I was like, Duh. What else am I supposed to do?

My brain is just mush tonight. They say He only gives you as much as you can handle. I keep telling myself that.


*dated at age 12- 15 (me) and age 13-16 (him)
*reunited at age 19 (me) and age 20 (him)
*me 23, H 25
*married 3 1/2 years, 1 d
*dropped ILYBINILWY bomb on 12/19/07
*moved out same day, PA with OW confirmed