Sun, You will always be "Sun" to me. I wish you all of the very best that life has to offer. I pray that everything turns around and gets back on an even keel for you and your h. If you ever need to talk, drop me a note here and I will find a way to contact you.
God bless you and your family!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.