Trying very hard today to not let the thoughts of the A consume me. It is so hard. I was treated so poorly by both of them for the last 5 months and lied to so much. They both led me to believe that I was an over reacting B@tch. i actually felt really bad about myself for treating someone who was suppose to be my friend so horribly. I tried different ways to make it up to her over and over again. I really just want to go to her house and punch her square in the face. I know that won't help but it might make me feel better for a moment. I don't know what to do with these feelings right now. They are really getting to me. Anyone have any ideas how to let this part go?
Me:32 H: 34 T: 12 YEARS M: ALMOST 5 S: 8 D: 4 S: 14 (OTHER R) SEPERATED: 03/09/07 (but wanted to work on it) NEW SEPERATION: 27/11/07 (doesn't know what he wants) MOVED HOME 12/01/08 I'm acting as if this blue sky is never going to rain down on me....Sara Evans
