Today was officially the worst day ever.

Last week, I rear ended another car, but there were no damage. Or so I thought.

Today on the freeway, my hood flies up and smashes my windshield. I sat there, like a sitting suck, called the tow truck and called H's house, no one picked up.

Finally, I ate sh*t and called H's girlfriend, and left a message.

My BIL (H's older brother) lives nearby, so when I called he said he would pick me up in a bit and take me to go pick up d3 from preschool.

Still no sign of H.

I called his OW again once I got home, and told H (who picked up) what happened. H was pissed, and very much like, "Well, what do you want from me? Now I gotta start taking you to work again? What the f*ck do you want me to do?"

He said he'd come by tonight. What the hell do I do? In his head, he has no responsibility for our family.

My life is an emotional up and down roller coaster. Today is very very down.


*dated at age 12- 15 (me) and age 13-16 (him)
*reunited at age 19 (me) and age 20 (him)
*me 23, H 25
*married 3 1/2 years, 1 d
*dropped ILYBINILWY bomb on 12/19/07
*moved out same day, PA with OW confirmed