I know how much you want to share your pain with others...it's only natural....but in my sitch, very few people around me know what is going on. Partly because I don't want others to know or try to talk me out of what I'm doing. The other part is because if everything works out in the end, I don't want them to treat my H any differently than they ever did. He was/is a good man, kind, loving, caring, honest....all the things that are lost right now. That man is still in there somewhere fighting to get out....I feel it....

Maybe I'm crazy?

BA

Me:43
H:48
M:24 yrs T: 26 yrs
2 kids
ILYNILWYA 8-07 - MOW 9-07
H moved out 8-2-08 Back 8-18-08
Affair continues
Back home but not emotionally