Thinking of you! I think you will be just fine. At the end of something that has brought as much or more pain as joy there is an initial euphoria - that is just like the feeling of taking your bra off at the end of the day - freer/less restrictive. Then comes the inevitable feelings of - Well, there was this one time that was fun and He's really a terrific guy and we coulda and if only he woulda but he couldn't and he wouldn't or you wouldn't find yourself in this place. It is ok to grieve the loss of possibilities and even to grieve the hot, young chick that you were when you met him. Then, do a little freedom dance (ok,a seated dance in your case) and look forward into the future!
