Long and Bumpy Road #3

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You could be right blindsided. He just left after coming over to have coffee with me. Its raining and he is slow today so he has some time.

Its more like we are buddies. He does give me a kiss goodbye but I really miss that emotional connection we used to have. I admit I am a bit standoffish out of fear, but its so strange to have your H visit when you used to spend every day and night together.

He did mention that in a few weeks when I get closer to delivery that he would stay here more. Almost like its his duty. I want him here now. Yes, it would be nice to have him here when I go into labor but I am feeling really insecure at the end here and would like him around. I guess he just doesn't see that part. Maybe its a guy thing.