Long and Bumpy Road #3

[Startingover2]

Thanks jenny...I do feel better but sorta waiting for the other shoe to drop. I can't help it. Its the pattern and I have been down this road before.

H was good yesterday. He called 3 or 4 times. No texts. The only thing that kind of bummed me out was last night we both didn't have our other kids and he didn't come over. Maybe its jumping ahead, but the days we can spend together without kids is few and far between. Probably won't get another chance until next week. Unfortunately at this point I don't want him around my kids too much until I know he is sincere. They have already had too many ups and downs.