true,he is a shell of a man who is jerked around by ow's whims, accepts he can't even think of me nor the kids, I am asking myself what is left, he cannot tell the truth to save his life, I am hurting so much as how low he's sunk, he has never ever been like this, all 9yrs of our M.
He is too weak to fight for what he wants and had I let it he would've gone down the gutter a long long time ago, he has asked me to let him leave, that there is nothing left in him, how can I tell this to the kids 5days, 5, 15years from now?
You were not harsh BeingM, you said it like it is, I just can't bring myself to let him go.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
