I'm sorry to hear about the nightmares. I'm sure it has to do with the timing of everything, and the fear of the whole bomb thing happening all over again. But I truly feel this time is different. YOUR different. So don't let it consume you... it's okay to have fear as long as you are in control. Fear can make us cautious and make us prepare, instead of being oblivious.
VERY FUNNY bout H and you comin home late!!! and I love how you didn't even realize anything too, so it wasn't like you purposely tried to be late to make him wonder.
hope you feel better soon. and YES, do the BFL thing. no matter if your able to stick to the whole thing, you know it will still help your goals. Just don't give up just because you can't make it exactly like they say. I think of it as just another motivator to help me make healthy/exercise choices. I'm sure I'm not doing what they want, but I've worked out 3 times in a week since I started, so I'm proud of that! just using some videos I already had.
well, you just take care of yourself, and get well!
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."
