Hope the interview goes well! I know what you mean, I think about my H's ex-OW a lot, too. Guess it will fade with time, and once H can address some of your concerns, which will also come with time...

Me-35

Together: 18 yrs
M-12.5 yrs
S-8
D-4
D'd: Feb. 2010

The LORD your God is with you,
he is mighty to save. --Zeph. 3:17