Frank, it doesn't matter if she gave you a lap dance while buck-ass naked.
Nothing she does or says is dependable at this time so stop trying to "read" every move she makes.
Stick to your own issues.
Bworl, AmyC,
Thank you.
I'm making it a goal to keep focus on me, and just not discuss anything she is doing any more.
I'm sitting here looking at the bills and seeing how desparate things are and thinking "I have to stay focused on doing things that make money". Even though she's making money this week because business has randomly picked up, it isn't enough to make a big difference. Only I have that earning power and I am alone in this with no support at home.
I have my friends now, and the power of God. All I have to do is allow it to work and stay out of my own way.
I can't deal with her any more. It's dragging me into a 'fight' that I shouldn't be involved in.
