I think I'm going to add a creative project to my bucket list. I will make an art film with 200 very short scenes recreating my marriage but at the end of each scene the actress playing me will say "You're a dick head. Leave." at each juncture where I should have said it in real life. I think it will be quite empowering.
"Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?" - Mary Oliver